Can't seem to explain this feeling.
I need a long bus ride, with my earpiece plugged in, no music, just me by the window side.
Maybe it'd do us good.
Friday, May 10, 2013
拔拔
He was never a man of much words.
Always giving in to our requests no matter how hard things can get, but he never complains.
I was a worm for the month of April. Except for a 3days part time I took up during late April, my savings obviously couldn't last me for 2 months (and I still have to pay bills).
Comes May's bills that amounted up to abt $240, really 自投无路 then I asked for his help, cause I know he willlll help. I asked for $150 to cover up abit, but he passed me his atm card and his PIN number, ask me to settle the full sum instead.
10minutes later, he came out and asked for the card back, passing me $300 cash.
"$240 only"
"You don't need to spend meh."
"I have enough till my pay comes in, not enough for the bills only"
"Take it la"
He won't take no for an answer, and even thou I know he needs spare cash himself (since he is driving a cab now), he's more worried if I starve myself (I have a bottomless stomach)
Even though at times communicating with him makes me want to jump down the building cause he is forever in his own world and on a different tune from all of us. He never fails to give his all whenever I need help.
Part of the reason why I don't like to ask him for help. He gives too much.. And he always put us first, it's not only to me he does it, to my sisters, to my mum as well. Imagine he has to handle four 'firsts' :/
One of the two men whom I know I can always depend on (:
Anw, need to sit down and plan my finances once I know if my transport allowance is deductible for CPF.
- Allowance for mum + bills $600
- Transportation $300
- Makan allowance $250
- Misc $250
*headache*
Ps: stupid people, I WILL return him the money once my pay is out
Always giving in to our requests no matter how hard things can get, but he never complains.
I was a worm for the month of April. Except for a 3days part time I took up during late April, my savings obviously couldn't last me for 2 months (and I still have to pay bills).
Comes May's bills that amounted up to abt $240, really 自投无路 then I asked for his help, cause I know he willlll help. I asked for $150 to cover up abit, but he passed me his atm card and his PIN number, ask me to settle the full sum instead.
10minutes later, he came out and asked for the card back, passing me $300 cash.
"$240 only"
"You don't need to spend meh."
"I have enough till my pay comes in, not enough for the bills only"
"Take it la"
He won't take no for an answer, and even thou I know he needs spare cash himself (since he is driving a cab now), he's more worried if I starve myself (I have a bottomless stomach)
Even though at times communicating with him makes me want to jump down the building cause he is forever in his own world and on a different tune from all of us. He never fails to give his all whenever I need help.
Part of the reason why I don't like to ask him for help. He gives too much.. And he always put us first, it's not only to me he does it, to my sisters, to my mum as well. Imagine he has to handle four 'firsts' :/
One of the two men whom I know I can always depend on (:
Anw, need to sit down and plan my finances once I know if my transport allowance is deductible for CPF.
- Allowance for mum + bills $600
- Transportation $300
- Makan allowance $250
- Misc $250
*headache*
Ps: stupid people, I WILL return him the money once my pay is out
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Happened to see the iron man exhibition on our way back
Came home to mum-made 老婆饼 ^^ it doesn't look that yummeh, but it is!
Name card was out on the second day of work heee
Museum day~
Vash x Clem x Crystal x us!
I really dk how to communicate w crystal, not because I don't like her, but I dk what she understands. HAHAHA but she's entertaining in her way, the way she got scared by me and her Korean accent hahaha
Caught Trance, and ended our day, (I honestly think Crystal don't understand it at all haha) great movie, mentally drained after watching it thou.
Work is fine so far, the more I move ahead, the more I am thankful for the things I learnt in Appco.
Really grateful to my boss, and boss's boss, constantly encouraging me and coaching me.
I tend to get too caught up by the new info and my never-ending to do list (which I have no idea how to do), I forgot others went through this too. They were once like me, clueless, helpless, thrown into the sea. That's why it really helps when you spend time with the right people, and ask them questions that will benefit your situation. What did they do to help themselves move forward? What are the tips? Everyone is really helpful (: Nobody can assure you what will happen, if you will succeed. But if you, yourself, don't even have the tiniest belief that you can. Chances are, you will not achieve it.
It's all in your head.
Came home to mum-made 老婆饼 ^^ it doesn't look that yummeh, but it is!
Name card was out on the second day of work heee
Caught Trance, and ended our day, (I honestly think Crystal don't understand it at all haha) great movie, mentally drained after watching it thou.
Work is fine so far, the more I move ahead, the more I am thankful for the things I learnt in Appco.
Really grateful to my boss, and boss's boss, constantly encouraging me and coaching me.
I tend to get too caught up by the new info and my never-ending to do list (which I have no idea how to do), I forgot others went through this too. They were once like me, clueless, helpless, thrown into the sea. That's why it really helps when you spend time with the right people, and ask them questions that will benefit your situation. What did they do to help themselves move forward? What are the tips? Everyone is really helpful (: Nobody can assure you what will happen, if you will succeed. But if you, yourself, don't even have the tiniest belief that you can. Chances are, you will not achieve it.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
7th
On our way to Vivo, I showed the boy an article about this pair of super smart twins whom isolated themselves from the world by speaking in a secret language that only they understood, the sad thing was that one of them sacrificed herself because they believe in order for them to communicate with the world, one of them must die. (You can google June and Jennifer Gibbons)
Anyway, out of the point. So I told Ronnie..
Me: We can create out own language too! Let's communicate through eye contact! *looks at him with wide opened eyes*
Him: *briefly turns ard and looks* Food.
Me: How you know!! I was just thinking we should get Lays later :3
Him: It's always food on your mind.. Either that or I want this, I want that..
#thingswesay
The only person who knows what's on my mind just by one look haha.
To this dear to whom I've spent one-third of my life with,
Happy 7th Anniversary baby.
I'd never thought we'd last thiiiiiiis long, but I'm glad we did.
Here comes the thank-you list from A-Z haha
Thank you for accepting me, all sides of me (even the gluttony side, yes I know you do hehe)
Thank you for believing in me, no matter how stupid my decisions can be.
Thank you for being the counsellor in my life, the one whom I can always go to for advices.
Thank you for doting on me, always getting me (almost) everything (even food), that I want.
Thank you for your everlasting love, even after all the ups and downs.
Thank you for being the funniest person I've ever met, you can make me laugh even when I'm crying.
Thank you for giving in, to my ridiculously unpredictable temperament, my never-ending food cravings, my annoying butter fingers, my gift of destroying all electronics and so on..
Thank you for your honesty, even though they hurt, but I know.. 忠言逆耳.
Thank you for always having my best interests at heart, no matter what you do.
Thank you for jio-ing me 7 years back, if not we would never be where we are today hahaha.
Thank you for the knowledge you have and shared, making up on the areas I lack in.
Thank you for all the letters that never fail to touch me to tears.
Thank you for being meticulous, reminding me of the things that I always overlook.
Thank you for not giving up on me, despite all the shits and mess I created.
Thank you for being the one i know i can depend on.
Thank you for protecting me, even though you can get tooooo protective at times haha
Thank you for the quiet moments between us, it's just not awkward, instead, comfortable.
Thank you for your reflexes (or maybe I should thank god for it), for being able to come up with all the plan B, C, D... whenever I screw up
Thank you for all the sweet surprises you'd planned for me.
Thank you for your trust, even though I think you can do much better hehh :b
Thank you for understanding, or even trying to understand me, because at times, I don't even understand myself.
Thank you for treating me like your most valuable possession, you didn't say, but I felt it (:
Thank you for being so witty, for all the ideas, pointers and bullshit (hahaha) you gave that I'd never thought of.
Thank you for all the XOXOs (Hahaha, are there any X words even?)
Thank you for being you, because I can't find another person who is just like you.
Thank you for the Zzzzz time, hahaha, it's always so easy to fall asleep next to you.
I love you ^^
Short getaway at Hard Rock (:
Caught Iron Man 3 at midnight, he was afraid I might just fell asleep, but it was so intense, how could anyone have slept. I was too busy grabbing his hand to eat our chips even.
Too lazy to put on any makeup since we were going home anyway. But RWS hotels' hair dryer really rock big time, it's damn awesome I wanna steal it home.
Went Ikea to meet clems and robs
Nice beard bb
Super sunny
Anyway, out of the point. So I told Ronnie..
Me: We can create out own language too! Let's communicate through eye contact! *looks at him with wide opened eyes*
Him: *briefly turns ard and looks* Food.
Me: How you know!! I was just thinking we should get Lays later :3
Him: It's always food on your mind.. Either that or I want this, I want that..
#thingswesay
The only person who knows what's on my mind just by one look haha.
To this dear to whom I've spent one-third of my life with,
I'd never thought we'd last thiiiiiiis long, but I'm glad we did.
Here comes the thank-you list from A-Z haha
Thank you for accepting me, all sides of me (even the gluttony side, yes I know you do hehe)
Thank you for believing in me, no matter how stupid my decisions can be.
Thank you for being the counsellor in my life, the one whom I can always go to for advices.
Thank you for doting on me, always getting me (almost) everything (even food), that I want.
Thank you for your everlasting love, even after all the ups and downs.
Thank you for being the funniest person I've ever met, you can make me laugh even when I'm crying.
Thank you for giving in, to my ridiculously unpredictable temperament, my never-ending food cravings, my annoying butter fingers, my gift of destroying all electronics and so on..
Thank you for your honesty, even though they hurt, but I know.. 忠言逆耳.
Thank you for always having my best interests at heart, no matter what you do.
Thank you for jio-ing me 7 years back, if not we would never be where we are today hahaha.
Thank you for the knowledge you have and shared, making up on the areas I lack in.
Thank you for all the letters that never fail to touch me to tears.
Thank you for being meticulous, reminding me of the things that I always overlook.
Thank you for not giving up on me, despite all the shits and mess I created.
Thank you for being the one i know i can depend on.
Thank you for protecting me, even though you can get tooooo protective at times haha
Thank you for the quiet moments between us, it's just not awkward, instead, comfortable.
Thank you for your reflexes (or maybe I should thank god for it), for being able to come up with all the plan B, C, D... whenever I screw up
Thank you for all the sweet surprises you'd planned for me.
Thank you for your trust, even though I think you can do much better hehh :b
Thank you for understanding, or even trying to understand me, because at times, I don't even understand myself.
Thank you for treating me like your most valuable possession, you didn't say, but I felt it (:
Thank you for being so witty, for all the ideas, pointers and bullshit (hahaha) you gave that I'd never thought of.
Thank you for all the XOXOs (Hahaha, are there any X words even?)
Thank you for being you, because I can't find another person who is just like you.
Thank you for the Zzzzz time, hahaha, it's always so easy to fall asleep next to you.
I love you ^^
Short getaway at Hard Rock (:
Got forced to pack on the actual day of our annie but I have to admit it was fun looking at all our old stuff haha #sevenyearsofrubbish
So cuteeeeeee
So cuteeeeeee
And, he sent me back.;)
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Thank you Guanyin ma
Thank you 五爷将军
Thank you Adeline Toh for always believing in yourself (Even though I seriously don't know where the hell you get that shit confidence that "I can do this" at times,but I reallllyyyyyy hope you can maintain that. PLEASE)
You are who you try to be.
You are who you want to be.
Be humble, have a student mentality, never stop learning, PERSEVERE.
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!!!
Monday, April 22, 2013
Sand's 21st
Dearest Trainer (:
Sam and I suck at this shit.
Sam and I suck at this shit.
Didn't lie, see our walau-lose-again face
First up as per the bday girl's wish to hit the piñata
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